Meeko Rant Starts NOW:
Okay , in my earlier post I talked about how much I was annoyed at my brother. Well , I am VERY annoyed at my brother right now.
He gets away with everything and always manages to lay the blame on me , which lands me with a lecture and lesser chance of me ever ending up with the pony which is , as of right now , the only thing I really want.
It pisses me off because , really , he's a lazy , selfish , uncaring , horribly agressive person who doesn't think of anybody else and only of his own wants. He does horrible in school and he's not putting any effort into anything he does. But every time he does something _slightly_ out of character like maybe raise his grades to like , a C , he gets SO much praise and stuff. I've NEVER been good at math , and I try SO hard to get my marks up , i check over my work like , five times , and I ask for extra help and stuff , and its taken me four years to raise my grades to a B , and they didn't even say anything , and it took me FOREVER! I mean , they told me I had to try harder! when he can get by with barley passing like all the time!? HELLLOOOO!!
And whenever I want to do something he can't do , its always "But He can't do it!"
It ruins everything! I've been offered to part-board a girl's pony for REALLY REALLY low price (like , 100$ less than what other people charge) and its a deal you'd never stumble upon , and they keep making excuses , and they always go "But what about your brother?" But he does hockey and doesn't have to buy his equipment , Guitar and doesn't have to pay for the lessons , thje guitar or the strings , etc etc , but When I wanted to start riding , I had to pay for all my stuff! considering he needs his skates custom made and stuff , he doesn't even have to chip in!
Sorry if I sound like a whiner but its REALLY ANNOYING!
------End Meeko Rant
I feel a bit better now.
-Meeko
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