yeah i'm pretty freaked out about now

I'll have to get up before 8 tomorrow morning x.x; that's all kinds of ridiculous. I would've said 'at 8' but they don't let you do online check-in for international flights apparently. holy crap I need to find my passport.

mom has been asleep all day. For her, it's easier to stay up until ten o'clock or whenever rather than to get up at 6:30 so she has time to come to her senses before driving. whatever. It just means I haven't been able to vacuum the rug or search for my passport, although I think I will do that anyways when I type this.

And I really want to go find it now, so I think I will find it then come back when I find it. brb

found it! Now where did that little pouch go we had for it? hmmmmm

I'm kinda excited. I didn't dream when I got it before that I would put more than one entry on it before it expired, but here I go, ready to put a second! That makes the cost slightly more reasonable i suppose. And this is just two years after the first one. Who knows what'll go down in 2010? (guatemalan honeymoon maybe?)

anyways, back to being scared. I think my biggest fear is that les rollets will expect, nay, hope for, your stereotypical american. kinda like someone I'm bound to get stuck with as a roommate next year! mais, bien sur, ils ont etre gentils, oui?

anyways, I can't really put anything else into words except that I'm scared and I wish stu were going with me.