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[rubah]

In 2005 I have:
[ ] stayed single (total of 4 dates in one year..v. v. sad, really.
[ ] got kissed
[ ] kissed someone new
[ ] made out
[ ] made out in a car
[ ] kissed in the snow
[ ] kissed in the rain
[x] fell in love
[ ] fell in love with a fool
[ ] had my heart broken
[ ] broke someone else's heart
[x] had a stalker (fortunately RSL isn't a real stalker xD and I'm sure matt still 'stalks' me for old time's sake)
[xhad a good relationship with someone
[ questioned my sexual orientation
[ ] came out of my closet
[ ] got pregnant
[ ] had an abortion
[ ] got married
[ ] had a divorce
[ ] kissed someone of the same sex
[x] dated someone that I will never forget
[x] did something I regret
[ ] lost my true love
[ ] lost faith in love
[ ] kissed under mistletoe
[ ] got a promotion
[ ] got a pay raise
[ ] changed jobs
[ ] lost my job
[ ] quit my job
[x] dated a co-worker ;]
[ ] dated my boss
[ ] dated my boss's son/ daughter
[ ] got fired from my job
[x] got straight A's
[ ] met a teacher who I became friends with
[ ] met a teacher who I really hate
[ ] found the subject I love
[ ] failed a class
[ ] cut class
[ ] skipped school
[ ] got in a fight with a classmate (verbal abuse!)
[x] did something I was proud of
[x] discovered a new talent (oil pastels on velvet paper is l33t :])
[x] proved myself an idiot (Nothing comes to mind, but I'm sure it's happened sometime)
[x] embarrassed myself in front of the class (ha. haha. Sadly I do remember exactly when *this* was)
[ ] fell in love with a teacher
[ ] got the lead role in the school play
[ ] made a varsity team
[x] was involved in something that I will never forget (csu leadership, knighting at eoff, Mexico)
[x] painted a picture
[x] wrote a poem
[ ] ran a mile
[x] listened to music I couldnt stand
[x] double dipped
[ ] skinny dipped
[x] went to a sleepover
[ ] went to camp <-- hahaha
[ ] threw a suprise party
[ ] laughed till I cried
[ ] laughed till I peed my pants
[x] flirted shamelessly
[ ] visited a foreign country
[ ] visited a foreign state
[ ] cooked a disastrous meal
[x] lost something important to me
[x] got a gift I love
[x] realized something new about myself
[ ] went on a diet
[ ] tried to gain weight
[ ] dyed my hair
[ ] came close to losing my life
[x] someone close to me died
[ ] went to a wild party
[ ] drank alcohol
[ ] drank alcohol underage
[ ] got drunk
[ ] got arrested
[x] read a great book
[x] saw a great movie
[ ] saw a movie so scary that it made me cry
[x] saw a favorite band live (santa clara <3)
[x] did something that I want to tell everyone
[x] experienced something new
[x] made new friends
[ ] found out who your real friends are
[ ] lied to your parents
[ ] snuck out
[ ] got in trouble with police
[ ] kissed in a pool
[ ] kissed under the stars
[ ] smoked for the first time
[ ] did illegal drugs for the first time
[ ] got wasted
[x] went to a party
[ ] had the time of your life
[x] danced
[x] fell out of love (I guess so)
[x] had a crush on someone
[ ] changed your sexual preferance
[x] swam in a pool
[ ] made a snowman
[ ] went snowboaring
[ ] went sledding
[ ] slept in past 2 pm (I don't remember xD)
[x] held someones hand that you care about (my daddy)
[x] had a fling or relationship with someone
[ ] got wasted in a public place
[ ] got wasted in Mexico
[ ] told someone you like them as more than a friend
[x] gone on vacation
[x] gone on vacation with a friend
[x] driven a car
[ ] played strip poker
[ ] danced in the rain
[ ] got in a car accident
[ ] seen someone get in a car accident
[ ] got in a fist fight
[x] laughed untill you couldn't breathe
[x] had an amazing year
[x] missed someone
[ ] sent someone to the hospital
[x] got a new pet
[x] enjoyed this year overall


It occured to me lately that my family, and perhaps society in general is very vague.
There are far too many words like 'thing' 'doohicky' 'dealie' 'such and such'.

I realize also that I fail to include specific details myself in many areas. It's rather like the difference between vector and raster images.

Raster images, jpeg, png, gif, bmp, etc define a value for every image.
Vector images, such as the ones in flash animations or,as I suspect, in modern cartoons, define shapes and the movement of those shapes.

This is why flash movies can be terribly long and much smaller size than a similar quality mpeg or avi.

However, how many vector images do you know of look realistic?

A variety of jpegs, pngs, gifs, and bitmaps look realistic; we use those formats for digital pictures and digital scans of analog pictures.

But by the time that you had enough shapes in a vector where it came close to the 16 million colors, or 24 million colors, or even perhaps 32 or 64 that we expect from photographs, the size would have grown considerably.

Instead of memorizing details about things, (another vague word right there), I'll memorize details about it. this morning about 2AM, I was trying desperately to think of a word, and in despair, I turned to the #eoffers.

<RubyLapiz> We are searching for a word that is similar in meaning to 'reflexively' 'uncontrolled' and 'instinctively' that has to do with unconscious actions, has a happy light hearted connotation, and may or may not begin with 'in'
<RubyLapiz> ONE word
<RubyLapiz> not a phrase:(
< Izia> too bad then
<Izia> look it up yourslef
<RubyLapiz> no
<Izia> i tried
<Izia> lazy ass
<RubyLapiz> Hey
<RubyLapiz> leave my albino donkey out of htis
<Izia> rubah
<Izia> the word is Dagaz
<Izia> meaning twilight
<RubyLapiz> hardly.
<Izia> NO I AM RIGHT
<RubyLapiz> LIES
<Izia> i am looking at it
<Izia> Dagaz is an old word meaning "twilight", and is a term I use to represent a ... "Huvardka" means to instinctively, effortlessly, and unconsciously choose controlled thought through habitual subconcious emotions
<Izia> a form of mediatation as well
<Izia> there is your answer
<RubyLapiz> spontaneous
<RubyLapiz> that's the word
<RubyLapiz> dangit
<Izia> omg
<Izia> i go so deep
<RubyLapiz> you guys sux
<Izia> no you are blind
<RubyLapiz> no
<Izia> forget it]
<Del_Snizz> That's all you were looking for?
<RubyLapiz> you never said spontaneous!
<RubyLapiz> Yessir
<RubyLapiz> I never said I asked for much.

See how I gave teh connotation, similar words, and the first letters < never mind that they're wrong, that's because I don't remember the exact details of teh letters either, just the information about them:])

If I hadn't stored that information about the word spontaneous in a vector-type format, I could've remembered it far faster.

Vectors take more processing power to render, anyways.

Comments

[uselessrandom.livejournal.com]

Geeeeeeek >=D

[jume.livejournal.com]

y thx :D

although you failed to point out the failure of the &lt;

[uselessrandom.livejournal.com]

I figured you would've seen it and fixed it up without me telling you. And whattayaknow, you did :P

[jume.livejournal.com]

No thanks to you!

[carabbit.livejournal.com]

Instead of memorizing details about things, (another vague word right there), I'll memorize details about it.

LOL Not exactly clear, but I *totally* followed you.