I think I like december for LJ memes because they most often provide the most introspection and revi

[rubah]

Go to your LJ Calendar and find the first entry for each month of 2007. Post the first line (or such) of it in your journal, and that's your "Year In Review!" (Stolen from ashton I can't remember your lj name like ever.)


My LJ entries have been exceptionally sparse this year, but maybe I had one every month.

* Jan. 1st, 2007 at 12:34 AM
I FREAKING HATE YOU CLUCKATRICE. I HATE YOU WITH ALL MY SPIRIT SOUL MIND HEART STRENGTH AND STUFF
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Feb. 4th, 2007 * 12:44 AM
I think file:///C:/WINDOWS/Media/onestop.mid is my new favorite song.

A thought:

[mostly] girls concern themselves with trimming their bodies down to size, to be as small as possible.
[mostly] boys concern themselves with trimming their operating systems down to size, to be as small as possible.
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Aomy came to be with us in 1998 I believe, as a kitten. He was the progeny of one Grandma Roberts, who is not my grandma, but the great grandmother of some of my cousins, which is close enough, as far as cats go. Mom decided after some research that Aomy was a Maine Coon type of cat. He was very big as cats go, but not fat, as most big cats go. Aomy was lean and an impressive hunter. Despite having no front claws, he very often brought mice and birds to our door step, beheaded and begutted.
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* Mar. 1st, 2007 at 8:11 PM
I remembered something today.

Bob Veela

Apr. 3rd, 2007 * 4:52 PM
I had a fantastic post written up about how awesome the plane ride last night was, but iJournal wasn't set to autosave, so I just left the program open and put my macbook to sleep overnight. Then just now I was trying to get back networking so i reboot it to reset the IP addresses and forgot about it and now it's gone :(
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May 2nd, 2007 at 10:55 PM

stu's prom was gr8. I am super busy until next week when I am then done with classes, and he just sent me all the pictures we'd taken today (120 mb worth!) so I will commence editnation um, next week?

Man, this year has just about worn me out. I think I'll go to bed early tonight(like right now)<------------ this year in a nutshell
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June 5th, 2007 at 7:00 PM

I have a question you guys. Back around 1994-1996 or so, FOX16 in Little Rock aired this little public service announcement about how you shouldn't judge people on the color of their skin. It featured a green martian guy, he had a crown and I guess he was the king of mars or something. he did a little rap about how he'd been judged against because he was green, and that song really struck me; I remember going out on my little swingset and singing it. <---------------- I love that you guys could answer this for me and give closure. I have watched that video so many times since (see comments)


Jul. 1st, 2007 * 1:11 PM

Just a couple of links for my old Magic Hogwarts friends. Comment after you see them, please.
http://www.snowy-day.net/stuff/official%20magic%20hogwarts%20newsletter.htm
http://geocities.com/omhn_revived/


Aug. 2nd, 2007 at 1:37 AM

*dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeez*

I just finished adding 347 dolls to a mysql database for future ease of snowy-day. <-------------- and I haven't done anything with them since. SMURF YOU COLLEGE.
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Sep. 6th, 2007 at 4:32 PM

I'm trying to think if I've done anything interesting recently, and well I have, but it's not the kind of thing I would journal about (unless you subscribe to the wesfen enquirer) pretty close to getting into a groove with college. I definitely haven't done my homework I should have, but I don't feel like it just yet!
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Oct. 6th, 2007 at 5:22 PM

Apparently I made an appropriate graduation speech.

I went to pottsville's homecoming last night, and one of the tenth graders in band told me that no one he knew understood my speech. (you can read it here) I mean, I didn't think it was that dense, but then again during high school I didn't think anything I said was particularly dense, but the great unwashed masses never understood me anyways.
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It is my great desire

* Nov. 1st, 2007 at 9:57 PM

That someday soon i will have the Time to do such things as don't require little effort or can be stopped and started at a moment's notice.

I managed to read four books in the last two weeks, the first books I've read in, well I think they're the only ones I've read since going to college. Lol. <----------------------- I have read more books since then.
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This is my first december post.

Dec 5th 2007 I dunno PM

Go to your LJ Calendar and find the first entry for each month of 2007. Post the first line (or such) of it in your journal, and that's your "Year In Review!" (Stolen from ashton I can't remember your lj name like ever.)
<----------------------- Lol self referencing!

I guess I'll finish this post off with December birthday musings.


I get this sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach every time I think about my birthday coming up and also christmas. The christmas one is understandable, I haven't been away from stu for more than like 15 hours in the last three months, so that's going to be a shock.

the birthday one I'm not too sure about. I guess I'm mostly scared that it will suck, given that the last several have. I haven't even had a proper birthday party with like friends there since. . since I turned 15 I think. I don't remember about my 16th, but for my 17th, I was promised a whole week ahead that I would be thrown a 'surprise party' by megan and riley, and they gave me a cake at lunchtime at school, but that's all that materialized out of that. for my 18th, everyone was all acting weird so i didn't really have anyone I thought would even want to come, so I just kinda skimmed over it. I had a big deal made of me at school though (thank you kathryn). this year though, I haven't really made any close friends at college, and everyone despite living so close together are all spread out throughout the day, so it wouldn't even be like band last year where the sophomores and juniors kept pestering me (in a good way). It's going to be kinda hard to be overlooked; it's bad enough most days frankly. And right now I'm actually tearing up thinking about it I'm that scared.

It's also scary to think that even online not many people will care. All the people I was talking to so hardcore have changed or moved on, and those I've adopted to replace them don't seem like they're close enough yet to make a fuss. And this is a day I want to be fussed over.

Sometimes I wish I was a little kid again when people always fussed over me with such positive things to say. I hated the attention and just wanted to go back to what I was doing, but now that I don't get positive attention, I crave it. And I think that's also a reason I don't want stu to go far away from me, is that he is a source of positive attention I can go to again and again so long as I am willing to give it back to him in turn, and I am willing to give almost anyone positive attention. I go through my days trying to be helpful unless I am so tired and melancholy that I don't think its worth the effort, and sometimes that makes me feel good.

But yeah, I don't really even have anything I'm looking for to recieve for my birthday, and my parents have a history of screwing me over on birthday presents either by withholding something I want until christmas or not bothering at all and getting their own interpretation on a theme. Or 'you got something big so you don't get anything good'.

my god, listen to me, a spoiled american. My parents skirt the national poverty line but we still live very comfortably, and really i wouldn't know it. (living in such a cheap place as arkansas sure helps!), but still I have the gall and right to complain about such selfish things. You know, I'm going to cut this paragraph off after this sentence because thinking about that makes me feel worse than I do rightnow.

And actually another matter

I'd been on the nuvaring for about three months and decided to do some scientific experimentation and forego it this month to see what changes occured in the vaginal areas between the two types of hormone levels, mainly to see if the ring was what was giving me yeast in fections. of course the third month I didn't get one nor this last month.

anyways, aside from that, I've been considering my typical week-before-period behavior and I think it correlates pretty well to my behavior for those three months. (Ignoring the influence of major stresses for the casual theorization). After looking at wikipedia and various charts (my lands, could they be any more dense on those articles?) I've come to wonder if maybe the synthetic hormones in the ring don't keep me in a state of perpetual PMS barring the week of bleeding. That's a pretty scary idea!

I think that's enough for one innocent entry.

Comments

[meganthefeisty.livejournal.com]

The nuvaring is most definitely what's causing the infection. Everyone I've EVER KNOWN who has used it has gotten yeast infections even when they've never used them before.

Also, there is evidence that more women who use patches/rings (anything that focuses hormones right at the ovaries) makes chicks go nuts.

You shouldn't stop taking medication without talking to a someone first. Go to student health!

And I remember how happy the June 5th entry made me. Yay.

[jume.livejournal.com]

I talked to a my mom :p

[meganthefeisty.livejournal.com]

Not a doctorer. Someone = a doctor.

[jume.livejournal.com]

If I didn't need it before, what does it matter to stop?

[meganthefeisty.livejournal.com]

It can make you go crazy. It happened to my old roommate because she just stopped it in the middle of a month. She went absolutely nuts because of the hormone imbalance. Like pulled a knife on her new roommate nuts (this was the year after we lived together.) So I tell everybody to talk to a medical person first! I'm not trying to be bossy! I'm trying to prevent murder!

[jume.livejournal.com]

it was definitely not in the middle of the month!

[bigdee.livejournal.com]

I remember some of your LJ headlines:) This year feels like it's been far too short, it's funny just how much is still familiar from all those months ago...